Thank you

Thank you everyone who has made me into a better person.

Thank you for letting go and making the most of this life.

Thank you for being the best friends anyone on this earth could ever ask for.

I truly am the luckiest girl alive.

I am free.

Words from the Wise

I am very fortunate to have some close friends who are very wise. Insanity and neuroticism are much easier to deal with when you have a couple of really good, wise friends who aren't afraid to bitchslap you when you need it. I tend to need a good bitchslapping at least every couple of days...and lately every day would be nice.

I believe in the principles of free will and creating your own reality. The energy that you put forth in your life determines the energy you receive back. This has been working out fairly well...at least until recently...somewhere a shift in the universe occured - a transition if you will. One can't always be prepared for this type of shift I suppose...but nonetheless...here I am in the middle of one. Generally these shifts occur because one needs taught a lesson. And while I am learning many lessons from this life...I am very fortunate to have learned a lesson about the importance of brutally honest friends.

So thank you, brutally honest friends, for being there to bitchslap and lend me your wiseness when I become neurotic.

Hangovers

One of the coolest things to do in the summer in this city is the free Gallivan concerts. Good music, lots of people watching, BEER, and beligerence. And thanks to a recent move, some of my best friends live near the trax line now...so they can stay out and drink until the last train...which means that I can stay out and drink until they have to leave for the train...or so that's what I was told. And someone kept refilling my beer! Not that a beer fairy is a terrible thing...but with no dinner in my belly an entire pitcher of beer is a bit much for little ol me. Upon arriving home from this beligerence, I believe I stripped down and passed out. Waking up in the morning is always interesting after a night like that. My sunglasses in one hand, a pair of earrings next to my head, various clothing strung across the bed, and an orange pussycat staring me in the face. Thank god for the bottle of water on the windowsil. And ibuprofen. To whoever invented ibuprofen-I would like to kiss you. Unless of course you are some corporately financed, illegitimate, bastard pharmaceutical company. In that case...go fuck yourself. But thanks anyways for the ibuprofen. But I digress...and now I sit at my desk, bleary eyed and foggy, awaiting the moment I get to leave from this hungover state and begin a weekend of heavy drinking...if only I could figure out how to become independently wealthy so I didn't have to show up at a job the day after a night of beer and beligerent fun.

Yours always from the land of a beer soaked haze,
Bunny LaFloof

The Violence of Yoga

The purpose of yoga is to calm your body, mind and spirit - to breathe and release toxins from your body... Not the case for me however...yoga makes me want to kick someone...

I think today was a good day however...I haven't really felt like kicking anyone all day...

Except for at this moment...there is a man exerting extreme amounts of ignorance at my window...I'd like to pull a one-legged plank and kick him in the head.

Hitting a Wall to Learn to Slow Down

I have recently realized that it is possible to push yourself into a wall without realizing it until you've cracked your skull on it and you're bleeding on the pavement...Retrospectively I can see the wall speeding straight towards me at a maddening pace, but sometimes it takes being smacked in the face to realize there is a problem. When your life begins to move faster than your mind and body can keep pace there becomes a fine line between coherence and a drop into a downward spiral of insanity. Currently...insanity is winning...I seek to regain the balance...the fine line between coherence and insanity. As I slide down the spiral my fingers clutch the wall and all I can do is apply pressure and try to minimize the bleeding.